Sunday, March 16, 2008

Quite The Sad

Lately, I've been feeling depressed. It's not gotten to the point where I can't function out in the world, but I still feel like crap most of the time. All I've been wanting to do lately is spend my time in front of my computer watching movies and playing games. I've been doing some thinking about my life and what I want to do for work in the future, but I'm not coming up with anything that I honestly can see myself being fired up about as a permanent career choice. My current job and school situation is probably where most of my stress is coming from. I go to work in the morning from 9-4. I have school from 5-7pm 4 days a week. The classes I'm taking are totally pointless to me. It feels like I'm working 2 dead end jobs with no recognition in each. I work in a warehouse and it's stressful because my boss is completely unorganized. The warehouse is in shambles and we're still trying to fit new stock in. He is stressed out because he doesn't know what the fuck he's doing and he transfers all of his stress on to me and the rest of my coworkers when he freaks out over small things. He makes people actually cry at the office. He is such an asshole but will never be fired. He's pulled so many shenanigans at work and has somehow avoided getting shit-canned each time. If I tried even ONE of the things he's done, they would have my ass out of that place faster than you can say unfair.

I didn't want to make this first post in a while about my shitty little life but there ya go. A depressing look at what it's like to be me right now.

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